I know its been a couple of days since my last post but a combination of my hectic schedule and unpacking(which always take me a long time) but I’m back. Now in the past couple of days nothing really big happened(that I am going to talk about in this post), excluding today (well technically yesterday).
What happened revealed a couple of things to me and I am happy I was able to handle the situation as calmly as I did (I really deserve a round of applause lol). So I am going to paint a picture of what happened, I’m walking in from a break and basically some water hit my arm now I’m not completely sure who threw the water but I have a pretty good idea. So water hit my arm nothing really big just wipe it off so I did but when I look to see where it came from no one was there. I know I saw someone trying to do a poor excuse for running toward the class so I laughing as if it were a joke. Now I’m a pretty relaxed person but jokes like that I don’t participate in because if you ask me two grown men throwing water or any liquid for that matter I would have to question their sexuality for even getting enjoyment out of something like that.
So I get back into the class expecting for whoever it was to approach me with a smile and apology but I didn’t receive that. Now it goes from me permanently thinking whoever apologizes to me may be a homo or bisexual to, this person having such a lack of respect for me that they can’t even give me an apology.
When I look at the situation I’m forced decide what my reaction to this should be.(But that’s not for this either)
The first thing that strikes me is disappointment, because I gave and had expectations for these people’s characters’ that exceeded what they were capable of delivering. So right there I blame myself, for such high expectations and also for being associated with men that can’t do the main thing a man is supposed to and that’s take responsibility for his actions.
Now the ironic part of this whole situation is that you would expect the younger person to play games like the ones they did but on the contrary I’m the younger person and I wouldn’t because I don’t get a rise out of throwing water on another man (but everybody is different and I’m not saying being a heterosexual is the right thing to do but its just what I choose)
This hating puzzles me but I think I know where its coming from I think its the fact that I’m young and making moves, I do anyone I want, I have talents they can’t match, I take care of myself, I can supply there’s and anyone around them’s addiction, I look better than them(not to be conceited but ask any straight woman), I don’t need brakes or breathers (my stamina is up), my drive is out of this world, or maybe the fact that Ladies Love Cool Mel so much (maybe even theirs also not for this post), I’m basically everything they can’t be.
Fuckin Old timers
By the way I think people tend to forget or are just ignorant to the fact that its not just me in Florida as far as family goes I’m just the only one trying to do positive things with my life. If you saw my pictures notice I had none of the older members of my family in them, that’s not just because they weren’t there naa I just don’t want the type of attention they are going to draw I don’t want the Feds on me think about it I went from the back blocks of brooklyn Fort Green projects to the metropolitan museum of art, then to Mohegan Sun (the casino), In less than 26 hours yea I did that check my pics anybody with a brain knows those aren’t things normal college students do(for Thanksgiving Vacation). Just wait until Christmas Break I’m really gonna make them feel old .
They don’t want the type of problems not respectin me will bring their way My older cousin(who will remain nameless) said that if they only knew. And I’m not a bully cuz that’s not what college is for I’m a cool guy.
And I deny anything in this post is based on actual events for the sake of Judicial system.
My disclaimer solely for the statues of limitations in the justice system.
-Follow Mel
To class in like 2 hours
Another sleepless night with
my baby After Effects (perfecting my craft)
P.S. A new album will be uploaded later on today





